I can't love you .

" I want this to be said straight and simple. I've been trying all my might to love you. But I just can't. I really can't. I hope you understand me. I'd rather wait for someone than to pretend to love you. You might feel hurt now but you wouldn't know how hurt I was faking and acting everytime chattin' with you. It was even painful, y'know? I can't help it. I know th feeling when you lose your loved one. But I don't think I'm th right partner. You'll find one when you've reached th right time. I'm not sayin' all this because I wanna dump and ditch you. But if you understand me & feel the way I feel, and you wanna let me go, you're very most welcome. But if you still wanna have me, you're happy but what abt me? I won't force you. I just wanna be truthful. Cause hiding th truth hurts - with a capital H. Sorry.
Yanaa Diyanaa "

 

I just wrote th above to HIM. Boo yaa! I feel relaxed. But he will make th decision, whether to keep me and feel happy for himself or we share th same feelings. D: 081210 will be memories in my brain, my heart, my vein, and my butt. Haha! Fake. We're just 'NOT MEANT TO BE'. Not destined together. Terribly sorry, dear.

 

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