I'm Sorry for those comments.

ATTENTION DEAR VIEWERS !

ATTENTION RIGHT HERE !

I have a BIG announcement to make. I want to apologise big big so the big to the Drama members, for all my bad comments on Drama and showing a bad image as a first impression of Drama. I really didn't mean to do so. I couldn't control my feelings at that point of time. Well, I know why I posted felt this way.

I am used to be the eldest - eldest child in the family, eldest in school (P6), eldest in Drama (Chairman). So, when I entered secondary, everything changed. Now I'm the youngest. So, I know it's normal, but hey, that's not the reason, yo.

I basically HAD an expectation. Cause, when I was in primary, I was hyper. I said hi to everyone. And when there is a new member in Drama, I usually meet them personally, get to know them, tell them our Drama routine and more. So, I kinda expected (I know I shouldn't) secondary's Drama to have a higher standard, so called. Then, when I entered Drama, I saw peeps in groups. Ball's group. Iffah's group. Char's group. Then Sec 1's group. I didn't want to hang in own groups, so I headed for Small Iffah. Then, I thought of taking initiative of hanging with the seniors but when I say hi they seem to stare at me and gimme a "WHO ARE YOU" kinda face. That's when I stick to being with Iffah or Ball at all Drama practices. So, yeah.

Once again, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, and I'm sorry.

OP Idol Songs

Kay , I have 4 pieces of homework to be done , but not one bit is completed . How awesome am I .

Tomorrow , have DRAMA , I also wanna practice for OP Idol . But what song should I sing ?

- You Belong With Me is simple and easy . I can cope naturally .
- The Show is a bit too slow for me .
- Perfect Two is high pitchy .
- Mine is okayokay lah . Idk if I can keep up .

I feel like singing Unfaithful by Rihanna . Or I Will Always Love You by Whitney Houston . Awesme possum peeps .

Hmmm , I see first ley . OR MAYBE CAN SING SLEEQ SONG . YEAH ! Moviestar <3

K ah , today nothing much . Bye .

OH WAIT ! I'm gonna get my SleeQ Calender after the Festive Period . I can't wait yo !

K , bai .

I cried before Drama Audition !

I C R I E D ! S O S A D !

Just now had a Drama Audition for SYF. Then, I came in 11th. As I can in, I know how much I donot want the position in SYF and I burst out into tears. OMGEESH. IKR. Then, had a talk with Miss Ros. Fuuh, awesome.

Then, we had this activity called EmotionalRecall. It was awesome, everyone cried, Lugman had pain in is throat.

This was what we did:

We lie down on the floor, closing out eyes. Throughout the whole activity, we had to have our eyes shut. Then, Miss Ros became the narrator. Blah blah, not gonna tell everything. Then, there were photos in front of us. Imaginarylah. Then we had to pick one which made us feel angry, the situation had someone who made us feel small. Then, we were to shout out what we said, want to say to the person who made us damn angry. The awesomeness is ; vulgars were allowed. Then I shouted : I may not be as clever as you, but my attitude is way better than yours. So shut the fuck up. LOL. Awesome right? Then got alot more happened. Not gonna blurt it all out. I just want you to know that I cried. Oh ya, and, the EmotionalRecall, when I shouted my lungs out, it was dedicated to Syaf, who once said that my father is stupid. I seriously cannot forgive her of that. I feel like smacking her faceh. ANw, the activity was really a relief. I feel better. Yeah!

Back into Drama !

Drama was , fun , i guess ? Made new friends . And I'm performing in scene two of EL and Kindness Week's performance . -.-

I'm joining Drama , and it's settle . (=

Finally Bob talks to me . He keep anggaping me as a stranger , whattheheck right ?

Kay , I've nothing to say . Oh wait , my dearest Nusya ...

CUT HER HAIR ! Whattheheck seh . SO SAD . I loved her damn straight hair </3

K , bye .

Awesome Day ! - With my guy seniors -.-

Yesterday was another AWESOME day ! Drama was ... fun , with Hariz . Then , I stayed with Yu Heng and we laughed and laughed and laughed till he cried ! Well , lucky for me , I didn't . Then , Kyler and Javier ( I'm sorry if I spelt your name wrongly ) came . And guess what ? You won't bother to guess so might as well I tell you . Kyler actually read the blog-post about Kyler and it was even entitled Kyler . :D I'm gonna delete that post . Buat paiseh jer . But nevermind , I want the whole world to know that he's damn hilarious .

And so , yesterday we were at the canteen and I was like , the only female there , at that particular table . So I just shut up . But then I saw a guy whom Iffah Sec 1 keep saying that hs cute - I have no idea why . Then I asked them , who was he . So , they said that he's very HEMSEM . Hahah , English berterabuh . And , obviously , I disagree . ZB is not handsome , seriously -.-

Then , I got to know that Kyler like pink . Guys who like pink are real gentlemen . But if it's extreme pink from head-to-toe , that'll be a gay positive .

So , yesterday was awesome . I've said that , right ? Oh , and and and ! Iffah cried . She was very sad and , I felt her sadness seh . I actually cried but abit lah . Duwwan everyone to know . But I still feel sad .

Anyway , I want to go thru yesterday everyday . But the part all the three guys were in their Chinese Conversation , it wasn't awesome . I felt so left out .

I love OPSS , <3

EL & Kindness Week

FREAKS ! I'm in the EL & Kindness Week Launch Performance sia . I wannabe in te SYF thingy . <Sadfaceh>

But , a good start , ahahaha . The teacher was the one who said my name first sia . I alr geleng kepala . LOL . But she said : Alright , Diyanah's in . Whattheheck luhr , :P

Halim is also in <3

K , homework to be completed . Bye <3

I'm freaking bored .

Kayh , I'm freaking bored .

I just wonder when The Retard will realise that I hate being dumped at certain time . She just dump me , betray me and go to Ani . Whattheheck sia . Then if Ani go somewhere else to her new friend , she will shout at her and say that she betrayed her . Whattheheck seh perangai . Menyampah . If you're The Retard , hello ! If you terasa , this IS for you , bixch . Anyhow say Drama is for lesbos and gays . Even if you're joking , you don't sound like you are . Even the seniors take it to heart . So I advice you to stfu . Like now . Thank you , retard .

Kay , urm , I hate Abdullah . Like friggin' much . Ugh ! I hate 'chu friggin' assholigan . Haiyoyo ! I'm gonna give you one tight slap . You watch out , I'm be searchin for ya , nigga . Ish . Retard asshole . I'm gonna friggin' kill ya nigga . K , end of story .

Aight nigga , Imma get goin . I ain't gonna rest but I wanna spend sometime eatin' some food , yo nigga . Screw calm , friggin bixth . Aight , thanks .

My beloveds .

Iffah ;
She's a retard , she admits it . She's is currently a Sec 1 student , studying in the same school as me . In the same class also . Anw , she's in Softball , lame right ?

Nuraini ;
She's white , but Muslim . She's one blur girl . And we're in the same school too , but different classes , unlike me and Iffah . She's taking Softball , most probably because of Mitch .

Hariz ;
An irritating , helpful , cute and adorable boy in my class . He's taking up Drama as his CCA , you rock bradder !

Halim ;
He's the most adorable cutest guy I've ever met . He's shy , but atually he's loud , out-spoken and in DRAMA , I love you bradder !

Mikhail ;
A guy in my class too , a good friend of Hariz . He's in Softball , but I asked him to reconsider for Drama . He sucks if he joins Softball ! PS , his name is pronounce as Mi-kel .

Hazirah ;
One of my seniors , Sec 4 , and she's awesome ! She's the president of Drama Club , I so love her !

Nasyuha ;
Another senior , I salute her ! She's awesomaxingzxc ! She's the crazy , hyper type ! Which is fun ! She's Hazirah's younger sister . I love these two !

Lydia ;
She's a SleeQ fan , an ALYPH fan . She's a Sec2 , I guess . And she's in NPCC , you rawk !

Darwin ;
Cute guy . Fun to talk to . He's the one who made my December holidays fun ! He brings the brokensmile on my ugly faceh .

Grace ;
OMG , I treat her like my own sista ! She's fun ! And a Drama member too !

Ballery ;
HOLY crappy shitz , she's the awesomestzxc . I love her like woe ! Haha !

Kyler ;
He's the funniest guy friend I've met so far . Gerekians !

Yu Heng ;
OMG , he's cute ! "Baby-cute" , and he's drawings are the best . Reborn .

Luqman ;
He has the deepest voice for a Sec 4 ? And he speaks English all the time . His voice creeps me out . A phrase I alwasy hear from him is like "Holy Shit" or "Oh fuck" or "What the fuck" . Kekek ar he .

Kay , these are my beloveds . (: Except for those Softball retardeds . So stupid . -.-

Hyper Iffah .

" Gadisku , inginkan kasihmu . Sayang kpadamu , membuatku bahagia . Kasihku , kurasakan cinta , benar-benar cinta , Kukatakan kau wanita yang teristimewa . " - Yang Teristimewa

Haiz , I'm in love . OMGEESH . Cannot be sia . Whattheheck seh . But , haiyo , he too old . HAHAHAHA . LOL .

Just now was so the gerek seh ! Iffah hyper giler ! One of my best days . And you know what ? Obviously you don't , so might as well I tell you . I've collected $103.85 from my beloved 1A2 , wee ! ` Yessah ~ I love my dearest class . I'm playing the role of Asst Treasurer , Malay Rep , Security Asst , Discipline Asst , and Welfare Asst in class . Two more I WISH to be is : Councillor and also VC of Drama . Haiz , sure won't get lah . -.- Pathetic "dream" .

I was still asked to join Basketball , Softball (BLUEK) , Choir , NPCC , Floorball , Table Tennis , and Dance . I'll be : WHATTHEFUCK . I fatherfucking hate softball . Those people in softball are bitches . Haha , jkjk .

Hmm , you know what ? My friend kena bullied sia . I feel like smacking the person who bullied him . Whattheheck sia , No life . Call people fat . He think his so thin meh ? I'm also fat . So what ? Shuddup lah ! One day if you become Singapore's FATTEST MAN , I swear , you're gonna be laughed at . And do tell me how you feel . Father-fucking-freaking-fat-asshole . Samai ketemu balasan kau , chibai . Ish , marah giler sia ! Haiyoyo .

Rif , I love you . I love you , I love you , I love you , I love you , I love you , I love you , I love you , I love you , I love you lah . <3

Drama was awesomestzxc !

Drama seriously awesomezxc ! And besides that , I was asked to reconsider whether I wanted to join Softball . My answer would be NO . Na'ah . Got the retard . Hahaha !

Just now had a fun time with Drama members . Drama in secondary school is way way way different than primary . Ahhh , I love Drama <3

K , byee .